Episode 1

Puzzles 

When we face a difficult puzzle in our life, we have two options.

1. is trying to solve the puzzle,
2. is giving up like nothing happened.    

I chose to give up solving the puzzle. It is a puzzle with difficult and missing pieces.We all want to see the big picture for our lives and the reasons why certain things go wrong or awry, but sometimes we never find all the pieces. We won’t know until we come to the end of our lives. But will we be able to find those lost pieces at the end ,will you be able to smile without asking yourself that one question that has been bothering you the whole life. It's like ... you have a puzzle, and you have to put 300 puzzles together. So you start solving first the corners, than slowly going towards the middle. eventualy you get tired of it and leave it be for few hours-- days, weeks, months , years-- you go back the same path and come across that puzzle you've been playing with- and what you do? you continue putting it together. you're almost there. you almost solve the puzzle, but you're not done. one puzzle is missing. Maybe you steped on it. Maybe you pushed it away. Maybe you left it in the box, but it doesn't matter cause now you can't solve the puzzle-- you can't see the whole picture--When i really need to know something, there was no one there to teach me. So i still don't know what is going on. But i can't stop here. I must, and i will continue until i understand it better.