Episode 1

 A part of the puzzle

 There are some people who can't rely on others even if they are in pain. They are strong people who endure and decide for themselves. I used to look up to them thinking i could be like that and that i won't need anyone. Here is the time that i think different. Everyone needs a person by their side at least few, there is family-  always with you, the one friend- the best friend that is always there when everyone leaves,(for me that is the frame of the puzzle, once you set it you can't change it), the love- someone you keep on searching for or the one you already have to keep your heart warm, and the others- friends you meet along the way(and that is the middle, it can change if you get the wrong piece). Those are the 4 types of people you must have in your life to understand the way of living and to live. It, of course ,won't be perfect but it will be your life and that is just the part of it, so you can decorate the background of the puzzle as you wish.
People come and go, some stay for life, some leave at the bare beginning,those are the pieces of the puzzle that we flip around so they can fit the other puzzles. 
my puzzle is kind of all over the table. I set the frame but the pieces don't mach.no matter how many times I flip them over it won't fit. It's like I have two puzzles and i took the wrong pieces--i made some mistakes in life but that doesn't make me a bad person..does it?I'm still young, I'm a human being, i make mistakes, but than why can't i find matching pieces to the remaining ones on the table ..i just need the middle--did the wind blow them away? did i push them on the floor? where are they? i still don't understand how did i loose them...